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By
Al Stone, L.Ac.
Treating AIDS is a symptomatic and systemic problem for the practitioner. But we have to
extend the Chinese analogy of Ben and Biao, or Root and Branch to one more part of the
tree, and that is "smell." I'm not referring to the smells that give the
practitioner diagnostic information, but an ineffable cloud that hangs over a patient's
life that the practitioner cannot fail to address, and that is the fear of death.
AIDS has given way to the euphemism "HIV" for two reasons. One is that there
is a class of asymptomatic patients with a T-cell count above 200 whom we describe as HIV
positive, but not suffering from AIDS. But there's another reason we prefer to say
"HIV" instead of AIDS. Because we have decided, collectively and unconsciously,
that HIV is a condition, and AIDS is an incurable disease.
AIDS is as much a medical differentiation as it is a thick dark cloud hanging over the
most vulnerable place of the human psyche. Hence, when treating AIDS we have two jobs, one
is to boost the immune system and provide symptomatic relief for specific manifestations
of opportunistic infections, and the other service we provide is to poke a hole in that
dark cloud of fear called AIDS. It requires not information found in a book, but
confidence and compassion on the part of the practitioner.
We are often in a position to provide hope to those who have none. But hope is not
empty words of encouragement. The more real it is within our hearts, the more of it can be
provided to the patient. Qi Gong teaches that the Qi follows the Shen or energy follows
our conscious intent. When our Shen touches the heart of another, their body receives Qi
through this interaction. This is why sincere encouragement of the practitioner will
effect the patient. Western science might call this the placebo effect. TCM calls it
external Qi Gong. Some Western religions call it the Power of Love.
The placebo effect is compassion made manifest.
Guan Yin, the Buddha of compassion is sometimes shown with her hands held in a
specific mudra, or meditative posture. It is interesting to note the energetic effect of
this position which has the tips of the middle and ring fingers touching the tip of the
thumb. The index and little fingers are extended outward. The central energetic point to
this mudra is that Qi is circulated back toward yourself, and extended out at the same
time. In this way, we are reminded that Compassion is loving yourself, and recognizing
yourself in another.
This is why, in order to adequately treat the fears of another, we must create an
honest and courageous relationship with our own mortality. Clearing away the dark cloud of
the fear of death that looms above the AIDS patient must first be cleared away within the
mind of the practitioner. We must all die and we must all accept the divine timing
inherent within our lives. It is difficult to say who is taken from us too early and who
sticks around longer than is necessary. From the Oriental philosophical outlook, we all
come at exactly the perfect moment and leave with that same perfection.
AIDS, the dark cloud, is too big for any one of us to treat, not because of its size,
but because of its lack of substance. It is added to everytime we turn on the television.
AIDS is fear. Fear causes the Qi to descend, weakens the kidneys and saps the Wei Qi.
Certainly before AIDS was an official medical syndrome, there were opportunistic
infections, and that is what we as practitioners can fight with acupuncture and herbs,
however it is the fear that this little retro-virus has spawned that we must also
confront.
I have heard that pain is inevitable, suffering is optional. In this case, pain comes
from the physical condition. The suffering comes from the fear. The needles and herbs can
take away the pain, but it is up to us to remove the suffering.
And we begin with ourselves.
Al Stone, L.AC.
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